People who just don't get it

See I had a hard time writing this blog today. Seeing as nothing is happening at all. I think I'm supposed to go school supply shopping at some point but obviously not right now. I'm just sitting in my room writing my ofihy blog wondering why the universe hates me so much. Or rather, not just me, but everyone. I just look around and sure, the world is beautiful. But doesn't that make us so ugly in comparison? No wonder why there are so many people with low self esteem, with the intention to cut themselves just to feel a little. If you aren't going to get even close to being as beautiful as the things around you, you might ad well be uglier. I've heard all sorts of people say that they don't understand why people get depressed or want to hurt themselves or anyone around them.  The world is so beautiful, why would you want to mar that with your pithy little concerns about yourself? People like that, with their blind optimism make me want to throw up. People are stubborn asswhipes and they like making the world a worse place. Sure, maybe peace would be better but people aren't wired that way. And maybe if more people figured that out, we'd be a lot happier.